I won't type entry again . . . . . .Because the memory and experience left here can't really reflect what I think and what I want to type from my heart . . . All are bull shit here . . . . . . If I use xanga again, I have to apply new account and type the real things although it is impossible. In other words, I won't use it again.Finally, I want to say " Everyone has his own secret . . . But everytime ~ "